yeay!

dah balik from cuti raya!
im fully recovered from my sadness!!!! (i guess!)...
so..imi!..bare in mind..u hav to be strong n strict!..yeah!..yeah!
byk nie nak update!...
mane nak start dulu nie...emm..eemm...i kena susun-susun all the rentetan-rentetan yg terjadi during seminggu celebrating hari raya...
anyway, im so so so hepi sebab dapat jumpa all my gud frens...relationship yg dah menjangkau 13tahun tu tetap teguh...
n more...i dapat kawan-kawan baru...from sungai petani...em..actually, details nye...nnt i update k!..special entry for my very special frens....hehe...
dan lagi??..
owh this saturday...
i ade dinner batch...
tapi siangnye..kebetulan ...i ade interview kat kl...owh no..owh no..sempat ke nak bergegas balik nie...sempat ke ek?...hehehe...aiiyookkk!!!

owh kuih raye~!

i baru je abis buat kuih raye!
owh penat..penat...
kakak-kakakku smue sbuk...
ade yg sbuk ngn anak2..
ade yg sbuk keje...mlm balik tbongkang je tdo..kehkeh..
tp ptg td..2nd sister i tlg jgk i buat kuih raye..
its our 1st home made kuih raye..which is cheese stick cookies..
owh..penatla..dpt sket je..tp lecey btul nak buat..
tp smue org pun nak mkn cookies nie..
so tpakse la buat..

smlm i xtdo..
smue gara2 my sad story..haishh la...
nasib baik i nie sbukkan diri..sb i nak fikir dah ape yg jadi..
biar la dulu...let by gone, be by gone..
emm..
my parents pg td lmbat plak bgun sahur..maybe pnat sgt kot smlm balik lewat...g terawih kat mane ntah...
i dah kejut diorg, tp diorg xbgn pun!...then, tetibe kul 530 mummy pgl..
soh tlg buatkan air buah..
bapak i nie pantang sket..air buah tu dah mmg ari2 kena minum...die je 5biji...
blum masuk org lain lagi...kalo xsehat lagi i xtau la..hehehe

then kul 9,
mummy soh g kedai plak..beli barang buat kuih raye lagi...
ngn ngntok2 weng2 nie...i pun g la kedai..smpai kat kedai kek tue..trus blur...aku nak beli ape nie...aduh...lupe...lupe nak tnye ape nak beli...smpai mcm tu la teroknye..haha..
then just amik ape yg rase btul je...org dah la ramai gile..mls nak lepak cari barang lame2...

then, smpai umah dah kul 12 lbey...lepak2...rehat2..mule la proses timbang2 segala bende yg nak di mix kan dlm cookies tue...kul 1 lbey...start buat kuih....
ooppps...gmbr ade...
tp xtransfer lagi...hset pun xde betri nieh...maybe tomorrow kite update gmbr2 kuih plak ye..hehe
then, kul 5lbey baru siap kuih2 tue...
lame xlame la...renyah btoi..tp nak mkn punye psl..tahan je lah

then, after buke posa td...
main bunga api kejap..
anak2 sedare je la yg best nak main...
i jadi photographer je..hehe..buat video lah..kcau diorgla..hehe..
then,
after 2nd sister i balik..i pun bosan...xtau nak buat ape...
i pun buat lagi 1 jenis kuih raye....
mlm nie buat chocolate chip cookies plak...
trus buat 3 resipi...sb nnt dah mls nak buat lagi kalau xcukup..sb cookies nie mmg paling top!..paling hot!...smue org pun nak mkn..hehe
buat punye buat..sorg2 dok membulatkan cookies2 td...kul 12 lbey baru siap...
dapatla around 300biji....adoi...lenguh tangan den nie ha...
tp ....
sempat lagi nak update blog nieh...nak tdo xngntok...tp badan dah penat2 dah arini...lenguh sb duduk buat kuih byk sgt kot...hahaha...

hmm...untuk sok,
kena buat cookies lagi...emm...almond rind cookies kot...
this cookies xpnah buat lagi...
i ikot je ape mummy soh buat...cookies lain dah mmg master dah...hehe..
smue cookies2 nie kene siap b4 isnin..
sb isnin dah kene start buat cakes pulak...
adoi...
cakes dah la bejenis2...
org tu nak nie..org ni nak tue...
haish...perut byk...cake pun bejenis2 la...hehehe...
xpe..janji ade income sket...yeah~!
kakak xkakak, adik beradik xadik beradik...business is business...hehehehe...
tp tahun nie,
xde bisnes la sebenarnye..
sb dah balik lmbat sgt cuti...
lagipun dgn mood yg xbrape ok nie...lagi la mls nak fikir....
tp ape2 pun,
arini i xsedey sgt...
sb i bz sgt ngn kuih2 ku...

huhu..ni pun parents baru smpai..
arini diorg buke puasa kat luar...
bz btul parents ku...
tp awal2 lagi..mummy dah masak tinggalkan lauk untuk i..
die pesan...makan abis2...jgn sedey2...
mkn nie..speccial untuk u!..heeeeeeee~!
i like!!!
i luv u mummy!!!!....sgt3!!!...walaupun mummy baru baik demam...tp die tetap nak ceriakan anak die yg sorg nieh~!...

n to my fren aida n cik riben,
thanks for the support~!...
n to my- rocky-fren ayol,
mekasih2..mekasih...uhuuuu..ku sgt merindui mu!..sob2...

uhuk...
tp pg2 td sbnrnye nangis jgk..
uuwaaa....

im at home

Like Only A Woman Can

I wasn’t perfect

I’ve done a lot of stupid things

Still no angel

I wasn’t looking for forgiveness

Wasn’t laid out by my pride

Shocked by her attention

And someone signed me up for love

I didn’t want it

And now I can’t live without it

She changed my life

She cleaned me up

She found my heart

Like only a woman can

She pulls me up

When she knows I’m sad

She knows her man

Like only a woman can

She’s kind of perfect

She’s kind of everything I’m notYeah,

she’s an angel

And it’s amazing how she’s patient

Even more at times I’m not

She’s my conscience

And who decided I’d be hers

I wanna hate them

Cos now I can't live without her

She changed my life

She cleaned me up

She found my heart

Like only a woman can

She pulls me up

When she knows I’m sad

She knows her man

Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

And who decided I’d be hers

I wanna hate themCos now

I can’t live without her

Oh, and she changed my life

She cleaned me up

She found my heart

Like only a woman can

She pulls me up

When she knows I’m sad

She knows her man

Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

Like only a woman

Like only a woman can

when i 1st heard of this song, i feel like i'm the one that the singer sings about..

but then, i realized im not the one,

im not the gurl in anyone heart,

i thought im the one in someone's heart,

but i just realize,

im so damn wrong..

it was my imagination~!

im so confused now..i just dun noe what to do..maybe its too late...

i realized it after 6years and its like a hugh-burden for me!

bulan puasa, Tuhan menguji kita, rite?

im blessed that God showed it to me now....

anyway,

forget about those things,

i dun want it to ruin my bless eid fitri~!

im so looking forward to see my shayang2...my best-childhood frens,..

my other blogger fren too....

i've arrived home lastnite just on time of break fasting.

i did convoi with nurul accompanied by ja, n me, myself accompanied by my junior in UTP, aminah...

after reaching Juru tol,

Ja did moved into my car as she's heading to alor star too and nurul is goin back to Penang..

its about 615pm when we reached there,

as the clock showed its about an hour for breakfasting,

i tried my best to hav everybody at home with family on time..

n i guess,

i managed to do so,

we reached alor start (u) tol around 715pm,

Ja's father is waiting for her there,

after dropped her there,

i sent Aminah to her father's groceries shop,

her house is on the top of the shop actually,hehe..

n i did hav a simple chat with her father,

and he gav me a bottle of strawberry mirinda..

n i rushed home...

as i arrived,

i saw my two sweet little pie, waiting for me at the front door,

yelling at me calling my name!

n im hepi..im so so so damn hepi!!!!

but then, i realized i forgot to buy them something as a gift ...it was because im so in a hurry that evening...

but i hav a bottle of red-tea and almond london biscuits that i bought earlier...n i gav them...n they are so hepii too~!..

then i joined my parents for breakfasting!

owh!

what a wonderful moment..

its my 1st time for this year..after 25days fasting..

eventhough im so so sad for what had happened to me,

but i guess i recovered well after i see my family!

my parents..owh!..they are such a best medicine for me!

dingin malam ini~!

venue : nurul n ja's room
time : 12:45am
theme : free-style
gmbr disabotaj oleh JA...tangan-ku xde sebelah!
baju tinggi yg tergantung di belakang tentu sekali bukan kepunyaanku..
hak milik kekal nurul!..hahaha
tuannye kecik molek je...tapi baju digantung tue..mak oi...tinggi gile...cmane la agaknye time nak gantung baju tu ek?..telompat2 ke nurul?..hehehehehe
(ni kalo die bace nie..sure i kena marah nie..kehkeh!)

okay,
back to the main story,
actually, i baru balik from attending a simple-birthday-party.

1st cake...
chocolate indulgence

2nd cake...
blueberry-cheese-cake

ni ade lah burfday gurl
~nono~
untuk pengetahuan smua, nono nie baru nak masuk 21 tahun...eh x..dah masuk 21 pun..
die paling muda la dalam batch Jan'04...
budak2 pandai smue adalah hasil intake trial SPM..n si nono adalah hasil berjaya melompat trus ke darjah 5...dulu2 kan ade exam ape ntah tue..untuk budak darjah 3 tue...aku xigtla..hehe...


anyway,
adik-adik ni merupakan batch yg aku join dari awal2 aku masuk UTP nieh..
atas sebab tu jgk,
aku join diorg untuk celebrate birthday nono nieh...
mekasih ye adik-adikku sekalian atas jemputan korg!!!!
i'd really appreciate that!!!!
giv a big applause to urself!yeay!

ni adalah hasil compress gambar-gambar yg sempat aku clikclik time dok sibuk makan2 celeb2 nieh...huhu....

ahaha..dan ini adalah SATU-SATUNYA gambar yg ade AKU kat dalam tue..
nampak aku x??..hehehe..
ni pun adalah hasil budak baik...yg sudi mengambil gambar ku..
sape lagi kalo bukan...
burfday gurl~!
macam membuli je kan??..
tp xlah...die yg voluntere nak tlg amikkan sb die nak aku masuk dlm gmbr tue...hehe..
anyway, mekasih cik nono yea~!!!!

ni namanye kay-n,
hoho..ganas tue...minum air trus mcm tu je...
bak kata org kedah...langgah mcm tue je...

ni adik2 comel nie..
mmg suke posing~!..hahaha...
clickclick!

lepas dah balik from nono simple-party tue,
aku terus terjah bilik nurul n ja..
budak 2 org nie..sangat malas untuk folow aku g bday nono..
si nurul ni kononnya penat, mata dah xlarat nak angkat....
n there u c...
tgk kat bawah nie...
tgk gambar2 kat bawah nie...

gambar atas nie...
adalah hasil creative JA (kononnya!)..haha...mcm2 skill nak try buat...
nak buat muka serius..
ha.tgk si nurul tue..serius abis muka..konon nak buat cam ghost face la..hehe
tp kalo tgk lama2 die sendiri yg takot..hahahaha
dan itulah hasilnya...

adeh..penat btoi dok jadi model..
aku dan nurul lah mangsa die...
sampaikan nurul dah xngantuk...
n aku plak...
lenguh pipi ku dok bergelak ketawa ngn diorg berdua..
lawak la..tgh2 mlm pun sempat lagi dok gelak kuat2!!!
n aku pulang semula ke pangkal jalan which is MY ROOM...at about 1:35am...

PCS Presentation!

\ha...see this??...
totally different!!..the topic that we got for our MEETING presentation this morning~!
but,
i guess,
maybe because we had prepared too much...
we dun hav much arguement during the presentation..
hehe...
somehow its okay...but somehow...it don't really looks spontaneous..
eventhough the topic is not the same as we predict two days ago,
but,
we've had a rough idea for the MEETING presentation..
the flow...
anyway,
hope-hope-hopefully,
we'll get good marks!!
amiiinnnn~!


n uuhhooo...i have to carry on searching for the best topic to present for my
persuasive presentation..
its either persuate or selling things....
but the thing is, if i want to sell things, i hav to make sure i really sell it in real life..
not just pretending...
my lecturer wanted a real thing...
hoho...
i nak jual ape nieh???
jual puding??
jual cakes during raya??
jual em...i used to jual ape lagi yeah kawan2???
jual shawl??(ni actually my addiction!)....hahahahaha....

i need time to think...yeah..really think....

who loves u?!

Sunday is a M.E.E.T.i.n.g day!

harini sgtlah busy...

tido xsampai 3 jam dah kena bangun g MEETING...
n the MOST GERAM is..
MEETING yg jauh tu hanya mengambil masa 30minit untuk settle..!
owh guys!...
knape xdivide je keje2 nie thru INTERNET??..email ade...YM ade...gtalk ade...DC++ pun ade...xpun thru MIRC yg dah berkurun i xonline tue??!!..owh!my!owh!my!
and MEETING pun 3 org je out of 5 people!...
n im the one yg paling jauh!...
n tonite there will be 2nd MEETING!!..owh no!..what a MEETING day!..

then,
at 3pm,
i've attended another MEETING...
its another project...we hav to submit the proposal tomorrow...
n guess what???
it takes two and half hours (roughly) to brainstorm about the proposal...
there were 8 of us...3 gurls and 5 myanmar guys...are they myanmar??or philipines?..or...mix??..
owh im not sure...
the MEETING was so lawak!...
3gurls facing the 5 guys...
the middle guy among the 5...was the connectors among the other 4..and he also the lalang..hahaha..sometimes..he agreed with this...sometimes he agreed with that...the left side of him...2 guys, that blur blur guys!...thru out the 2hours there...they keep on bluring themselves!..hahahhahaha...so lawak...

n me?!...
i keep on laughing...me n the other two gurls n also including the middle guy!..hahaha...keep on laughing....haiya...so difficult to understand the topic?!..
yeah..its too general...but we had to narrow it down aite??...narrow it down till both guys dun understand at all!!..hahaha...

whatever it is,
tonite, owhh!!!!...
at 10:00pm ....
there will be one MEETING regarding another project...
11:00pm..
i will go for the 2nd time meeting!...
but thank GOD!..
the 1st MEETING will be held in my house...kat pentri!..hahaha..so dekat!!..im so like it!...
but the 11pm MEETING, is so panas ati!!...
should i go?!!..i dun want it!...
owh...but i hav to give cooperation!..its a team project...
but y do we hav to prepare for 13topics that maybe will be given during presentation??
...JUST MAYBE..
not 100% percent confirm rite??!..50% maybe??!
its like this actually,
during the presentation this tuesday we will be given one topic....and present it..
(those 13 topics given this morning is not the finalize topic given by our lecturer)
..its actually, a on-the-dot-draw for the title,
and we will be given 15minutes to prepare...and 20 minutes to present!)..
but now, one of my colleagues give me this 4 topics out of 13 to prepare those things needed in the presentation...owh my!...owh my!....
but, im still doing it...i do my task ok!.
saje je nak lepaskan geram MEETING nie!...

and,
i hav to cancel my un-official MEETING...
buka puasa session with Mr. P0..hoho
haiya...im so busy, and u r busy too with ur family...
whatever,
i had already beli my food for break fasting later...
haiyak!!!

what a "TOO-MANY-MEETING" day!....

lets count MEETING!
yeay!
13 times mentioned there!
its more than 10...so its TOO-MANY-MEETING mention there!..hahaha